hey lulu, i have just been taking with a friend and he is really upset because he has just lost one of his friends from meningitis today. it just shows us how horrible thi disease is and i just hope you can meet Ryan in heaven and keep each other company beause he is in peace like you. althought it was a sudden death for him hopeully all the money we have raised will help some other poorly children :) xxx miss you and love you xxx hope Ryan finds you bcauseyou will make him laugh and be happy, i know you will lulu xx