Hello my lovely darling daughter. I was just sitting looking at the lovely photo of you in mine and daddy's bedroom and an e-mail flashed up on my I-pad that a message has been left for you from one of your friends. How wonderful that you are still in there thoughts and hearts. We miss you so very much and life will never be the same without you. We try very hard to carry on but it so very very hard. I hope you are happy in heaven and I can't wait for the day to see you again. Love you so very much Lu. Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey Lu i miss you every single day :) wish you were here :( love you my little shining star xxxx

hey lucie lu still thinking of you every day gorgeous xoxoxox

Hey Loopy, havn't written on here in so long now so just wanted to say that i still miss you so much & think about you allllllll the time. Hope you're enjoying yourself up there <3 xxxxxx

Happy birthday Lu <3 Love you, and miss you, think of you everday xxxx

Hey Lucie lu, Keep me strong babey girl, now i know what its like to be in hospital for so long suffering. The docs say I'll be in here for a while longer too, my neurologist has diagnosed me with nerve damage in my spinal cord and syatika pain in my back and legs. I'm not very mobile, but with rehabilitation and intensive physiotherapy they say they can get me walking again which is good! Keep me strong lucie lu, I'm in so much pain and I hate all these injections and tests they are having to do on me :( Miss you beautiful girl. the most precious thing to me in this world. Love you darling <3 xxxxxxxxxxx

Hey Lucie, It's been two years now since you were taken from us and there are no words in the dictionary which describe how special you are to me and everyone that new you. Keep watching over your family like you always do. Love you Lulu and godbless sweetie. Xxxxx

It'll be two years next week and although times gone we still think about you every single day and miss you so so much. Theres times like prom and interhouse arts when we could imagine your bubbly personality there. Love you so so much xxxxxxxxx

Thank you Lucie, Love you very much! xxxxx

A huge thank you to all of Lulu's lovely friends who donated the money to buy a leavers hoodie with Lu's name included. I now look forward to the winter when I can wear it. It makes me incredible proud that she has such wonderful friends. lOVE TO YOU ALL. Vics xx

Lubielu, how are you sweetie? i have been thinking about you a lot recenly, i was with my counsellor and she brought you up and i was sharing with her some of the marvelous memories we made together. Help me Lucie, i guess you are the only person aswell as i that could understand, not even that i completly understand what is going on with me atm. Make me better baby, you see me everyday whats happening? I dont want to have to go the the hospital again like last sunday that scared me too much. Make my thoughts clear for me so i can share them so everyone can understand, i cant do it on my own anymore. Be my support for me, hold my hand for me, i just want this to be over. I Love you forever Lucie, forever in my heart and thoughts xxxxxxx

Lucie, although time has gone by, you are truly never forgotten. the love in our hearts for you will never end and you will always belong in our prayers. its exam time now Lu, we have finally reached our GCSE's we all know its a hard time but there isnt a day that goes by where someone isnt smiling at your beautiful photos in the bagroom. we all know you are looking down on us during this hard time. and we know your love is ever lasting. you will never be forgotten Lulu, in my heart, forever and always. <3 xx

Hey Lucie hunni, Was lovely seeing you today, although at the end it started chucking it down with rain and i got soaked it was lovely for me and my father to see you! :) Sweet dreams sweeite pie. Love you to the moon and back kelly x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

Happy Birthday Princess!!! Am coming to see you later poppet, keep your mummy and family strong today. Love you forever Birthday Girl xxxxxxx

happy birthday :)

Happy Birthday sweetie, i love you so so much. hope you alright up there :) missing you. thinking of you always. Love Sasha xxxxxxxx

Hey my Darling Lu...How are you sweetie? Birthday soon...dw I haven't forgotten!! (; Missing you every day, there's never a moment when I don't think about you! Got some great news the physio today says that my back is in much better shape and that it was the best she had seen it in the couple of months that I had had this problem! How good is that! I was over the moon when she told me! It has been such a big confidence boost and I finally feel like I'm getting better now! :) She also said that it is very unlikely that I'll have any more spasms or panic attacks which is a delight to hear as I'm sure you saw how painful they were for me! I am so Happy and can't wait to be able to attend school properly next term! :) Thank you lu lu for helping me! :) Now you've helped me you have to keep helping your mum and family over this difficult time especially on saturday sweetie! Keep them Strong for me!! <3 xxxLove you hunni forever! Big kiss and Hug xxxxxxxLove you to the moon and back X Kelly X

Thank you so much to all of the lovely parents in Yr 11 who raised money for Meningitis Uk in memory of Lulu. It is incredibly comforting to us that you all care. Vickiexx

LuLu miss you soooo much i hope ur having a grat time in heaven wosh you were here :( its nearly your 16th birthday! every day i think about you so much and remembering all the funny memories we shared together! you will always stay in my heart foreer little lu my shining little star xx <3

Hello my beautiful girl. I am so sorry I haven't written to you in a long time but I am finding it hard as it reminds me of when you use to sit here chatting away to your friends on the computer. Sometimes I cannot bare to go into this room. I am missing you so very much - it really doesn't get any easier. Every evening I light a candle next to your photo and it makes me smile seeing it shining on your lovely smiley (always smiley! face). Jon and Tash are getting married in May so lots to do. Nick is working now (thankfully got him off of the sofa, ha ha. Dad and I saw Cat and her Mum over Christmas and Cat is really growing up fast into a lovely young lady. Also Janet and I met for a coffee with Anita (Hannah's mum). She is such a scream - always makes me laugh. Miss you so much Lu I sometimes wonder how we magage to go on without you. I will speak soon baby girl. Love you more than life itself. Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey my darling Angel!! How are you hun? Sorry I haven't spoken in a while been sooo busy with skl !! Unfortunately I've got a bad back, and matron says all my muscles are in knots! How an earth that happened I have no idea, suppose it was like how on earth was I sitting in ur hammock at the back of yur garden and then the next sitting in yur mums floweer bed after flipping backwards! Haha the things we do to make each other laugh lu! Haha I miss yu so much lucie! Me and maddie were getting our nails done today and we were talking about bbm on our blackberrys and how nearly everyone had it and if yu were here yu wld definitely have it! Haha xx gosh we know u to well lubylu!! Well I must dash I gotta party to organise, it my b-day party tomorrow night in pizza express! So excited, em has made me a card and sumin else which I'll have to wait and see I'm so excited! I bet yu know already! GrR please tell me....haha but its niccer to have a surprise I guess! :) wish me happy birthday on the 1st March (Tuesday) love you hunni xxx to the moon and back xxxxxx

Hi lucie! only a few more days until christmas! i know georgia said she was going to visit you and your mummy on friday with a letter signed by all of us! so i gave her a bauble with lucie on and one big purple one with silver sparkly swirls on that i deocrated myself! we thought that they could be tied to the little star gap on your stone, as i gave everyone i was friends with in the year one we thought it was only right to give you one! i hope you are enjoying the snow aswell, were all hoping for a white christmas :) please look after your family for the hollidays, i cant even imagine how hard these times are but i'm sure they will just keep smiling, exactly like you do! i really do miss you lucie, and seriously need some help with making this dance up for interhouse in the spring term! after all, we were both meant to be dance captains together. but i really want to do you proud so please help me and look over us when we start rehersing again, could really do with your help gorgeous!! i always think about you lu, everyday something reminds me of you, and i really like it :) love you forever xxxxxxxxxxx

Lulu baby :) sorry i havent written sweetie. still thinking about you all the time...lots has happened, interhouse arts soon, mocks, interviws with miss falconer (Lucky you missed them ;) but most importantly its snowing...so thankyou for that cheeky! christmas soon and i will deffinately come and visit your magic stone. your tree is at school now and its very cute and pretty planted right next to your bench which is also so lovely! missing youu sweetie. lovee you so so much lovee sashaa xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey Lulu, Sorry I havn't written in so long, still think of you everyday though. Got so much going on at the moment... had mocks which went alright, and we have interhouse arts coming up in a few weeks, then christmas. Your mummy said I could decorate you tree at your grave again this year, which is very nice and I will do that soon! Maya, Amilia and I were going to do a sponsered sky dive for meningitis in April, but Im not sure if we can because the day that its on is when they are on the ski trip, but hopefully we could find another one to do! Im not too sure but I think your tree may have arrived at school, because I saw a tree next to your bench, so next week during break I can go have a look with Kelly. We sat on your bench the other day and it is very peaceful and it is a nice place to relax when we have loads of work to do and things going on! Lots of Love Emily xxxxxxxxx

Hi lu! its mocks this week and last week, god its hard! we are all in the chapel though and i hope you are looking over us all :) i was sitting by the side today doing geography and i saw your booklet thing with the pictures on from your funeral and it made me smile just to see you smiling :) i hope you are looking over us lucie, missing you and love you lots xxxx

Hello my daring Lulu, so sorry I havn't written to you in a while but as you know I talk to you all the time. Our summer in Mallorca was good and we tried to have fun and put smiles on our faces but it will never ever be the same without you and I missed you so very much my lovely. Your friends and the school have done so much to raise an amazing amount and Meningitis UK rang me the other day to say that they are having your name engraved on their special stone which is in their forget-me-not garden in Bristol. As soon as dad and I find out it has been done we will visit it. It is so sad to hear Kelly has lost her Nana. I hope you will make friends with her and she can look after you until I can again. I love and miss you so much Lu and I long for the day I can be with you. Forever my beautiful darling baby girl. Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey LucieLu!! As you may have already seen me crying, my nana has just passed away! She had a very serious stroke on friday, and was unfortunatley was in a commer and never woke up. She was a bubbly, smiley person just like you who always welcomed friendly faces!! Now i know just what it is like to loose someone who you are so close to and who you loved ever so much!! Please keep her company, and hopefully you can be best friends just like i wa best friends with you and my nanny. Hopefully you can both watch over me!! Love you both very much! Kelly xx

Hey Lulu xx Sorry i havent written in a long time! Been busy on holiday for a month then back to school! We recieved a certificate on Thursday from meningitis to congratulate us on all the money that we raised!! We have placed it on our wall in the bag room which i am sure you will have already seen!!! :) This year ur wall is twicce as big....but i supose u did always like being centre stage!! Oh also today me n emily went to hockey trials and we saw one single bird flying hovering over the hockey pitch and sitting on the side of the railing we thought it was you coming to see how we were doing!! We are doing great but it was much better with u! Never forget you lulu!!! Kelly xxx P.S Tomorra me n em are gonna sit on ur bench with mugs of hot chocolate at break!!! I havent had the confidence yet to go so it will be nice to go with em!! All three of us can be together again!! Do u remember UKSA in Y7 when u me n em took all those pics of the tree of us on portsmoth harbour!! I still have some of them!! Love u lots Lucie!! Miss you lots forever in my heart!! xxxx :)

Lulu (: i cant believe the amount of money that has been raised just up there, its amazing how hard people have worked! :D Your bench has arrived at school, i saw it right at the end of term and its so lovely, and very pretty. I hope your having a lovely summer, lots of sunshine up there i bet. Everyone still misses you so so so much even though its been over a year, which has gone soo fast. i love you lulu and miss you moree than ever. Your always in my heart Love sasha x x x x x

heyy lucie lu, missing you loads hunny, hope you are having an amazinggg summer up there, i bet the sun is always shinning :) wooh you must have such a great tan! hehe by the pictures that are on facebook i can tell that your family is having a great summer, got lots of smiles on their faces x i sent a picture of your new bench to your dad, i dont reallyt know if he got it. hopefully he did x visit you soon babey girl. in my heart forever and always. Cat xxxxx

Hi Lucie, Sorry i did write earlier! I cant believe its been a whole year since you left, I'm still missing you each day and wishing you were back here. Niki Eve and I came down to visit you on the 17th, and lots of people had been down to your stone, we all left some flowers for you which looked very pretty and colourfull! Love you lots, Emily xxxxxxxxxx

Hey Lucie, Just a quick message to say: I love you bench!! It is soooo lovely! I hope you like it! And its the HOLIDAYS at last!!! Yes!!! But i am soo nervous about year 11, GCSEs on the way!! And also, me Abbi, Sarah, Bethan won your cup for the T-factor!! Its becautiful, i hope you enjoyed watching the show! We all miss you soo much... Lots of love Hannah xxx

Heya LucieLu Thankyou for keeping us all so strong for these past couple of days! They are probaly nearly the hardest days we are all facing. I can't believe it is a year already, time has passed so quickly! But i supose thats because we have been rembering you in as many ways possible!! We have done a celebration of your life, a week were we wore pink, did cake sales and hot chocolate sales, a show filled with drama, dance and singing, a raffel, the T-factor and have brought you a beautiful pink blossom tree and a bench to sit on with you!!! So many things which we have all enjoyed doing, but the best part was that we knew you were with us every step of the way. Love you LuLu! forever in my heart, look after your family aswell as us in these difficult times!! Miss you xxx Love you Lucie Lu xxx

Thank you for helping Dominic win on sports day!! even tho you couldnt be there to run with us we new you were cheering us on :) and it worked!!! everyone found it very hard on friday becuase that time last year was the last time most of us got to see you,i let of a chinese lantern at home on thursday forr you, i hope you got it, missing your gorgeous smile and our hugs :) xxx love you lu xxx

Hello my beautiful LuLu, It is very hard for Daddy and me at the moment as it is coming up to the first anniversary of you becoming ill. So many memories of that time that I try not to think about but it is impossible. I love and miss you more than ever Lu and would do anything just to have you back for one more day. Please be there for your lovely friends and help them along the way with life and growing up. Dad and me are going to Mallorca tomorrow with Tess and Molly. It will be Molly's first time out there - I hope she likes it? Anyway Lu I know you will be there with us as we will always be there with you. Forever yours my darling Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey Lulu, Sorry I havn't written in quite a long time, had boring exams! Tomorrow we have sports day, and this time last year was the last time I saw you! :( I will be thinking about you alot tomorrow. I can't believe its been more than a year since we went to kingston with our mummies, and went to Jamie's Italian Restaurant and bought them those flowers, and since we went to Claremont, and Guildford. I really miss all those times! As Kelly has said we are getting the bench and tree soon! I havn't seen them yet, but I can't wait to see them! Apparently it's a pink blossom tree so it will be really pretty! And when we have the bench we can sit on it and be with you and remember your life :) Love you lots and still think of you every day xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

baby girl, i want you back so much! im really missing you, i want things to sort out at school please help us figure it out! we need you so much right now/ i hope your all right ! i love you forever and ever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

heyy lucie lu, saw your mummy today :) she looked very happy missing you loads babey girl, i know there is soo much going on but i still hope you are looking down on me. please help us all sort this out. its nearly T-factor soon, they have made a special trophy for the winner and its called The Lucie West Cup. :) we are dedicating our song to you babeyyy, it wont be the same without you, i have won every year with you singing by my side, but dont worry lu, i know you will still be singing a long right next to me :) love you forever and always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey my lovely!! We ordered your bench this week!! It is soo pretty, your going to love it just as much as we do! I cant wait to sit on it next term with you! That is also when we are going to plant you a tree in memory of you!! I hope you like them both as much as we do! Love you lots lulu...miss you soo much...look after your family as much and more than your looking after us!! Kelly xxx

Hey my lovely girl, Monday today and as always so miss taking you to school and having our little chats. Your friends are so wonderful and still visit and leave lovely messages. I hope you like your special stone - daddy and me designed it especially for you with a beautiful star in it. Off to buy a new balloon for you and will visit you later. Love and miss you so much Lu, still finding it difficult to believe you have gone. If only there was something I could have done to save you and I feel so guilty about that. I hope you are OK up in heaven and I can't wait to be with you again. Love as ever, Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hi lu!! I got confimed today, and you have to choose a name, kinda like an extra middle name. And just wanted to tell you that i chose lucie, as i thought you would then always be a part of me :) so i am now officially.... freya lucie louise blakeborough tait!! so a little piece of you will never leave me now. Missing you lots sweetie, love you forever freya xo

Hey Lu, just wanted you to know that we had a 'dress down' day at work last Friday to raise money for Meningitis UK and although I can't add it to your total (as it was a work fundraiser) we raised another £130 for the cause. Emily cut her finger on the glass round a candle when we visited you yesterday, then 3 white doves appeared and landed on the grass nearby. Miss you and think of you all the time. xx

heyy lulu xxx i just wanted to say that i love you so much and think of you everyday x your such an amazing beautiful friend and i hope one day i can see your lovely face again x i miss you soo much x lots of love niki xxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey Lulu, Just to say that i miss you more than you can imagine xxxxxxxxxx

Hey lulu went to see you today you looked as pretty as u always do i love you my little star you will always stay in my heart for eternity love u lu xxxx

heyyy brucie, i have been stuck at home for the past to days because i have had a really bad cold :( but im recovering and i know you are looking down on me. im soooooo bored but ive had so much time to think. i remember all the times in the summer when we used to run around on the grass, and play catch by the swimming pool after school, and then hiding from teachers for being where we shouldnt be :) everyone still talks about you. i saw your mummy working at the prep school last week, she looked so happy :) hope you are making some good friends up there. you will never be forgotten. i hope you hear my prayers. forever and alwways bertie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey my lovely Lulu, Just been looking at all the beautiful photos of you and still cannot believe we have lost you. I so miss out chats and hugs and I will never have that again and that makes me feel so very sad. I can't wait to see you in heaven my baby girl and will just have to wait for that day. Love you so very much Lu. Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey Lu, Was just passing by last night and i thourght i would quickly pop in to see you! Yet again you looked so pretty! I am sorry i didnt leave anything but i was only passing by to go to the fish and chippy!! Ha... Its our whole school photo on Wednesday. Do you remember in DHS when you were always the smallest with Jamie Miller! Ha.. good times! I am soo glad i brought that photograph as i wasn't there in Y7 to get the one then at st.ts with you in it, but i know on wednesday you will deffinitly be in the picture, you will be a little ray of sunshine that will shine down on us just before he is going to take the picture, and we will all know it is you. It will make us smile even more!! I Love you Lulu! Forever in my heart. Kelly xxx :-)

Hey My lovely, It was wonderful on your birthday-so many of your friends turned up and made it so special for us on what was a really hard day - not having you there with us. You will be pleased to know Nick has finally made it home even though dad had driven half way across France to get him. The airline managed to find them a flight so he is home at last. I just had a lovely lunch with Janet and Nick managed to join us at the end. As always not the same without you. Love you my baby girl, Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

heyy lu :) i hope you had an amazing birthday!!! everyone came an visted you and through you a little party :) you grave stone is sooooo beautiful, you look stunning, you always did! we will all come visit soon xx love you loads baby girll xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Happy Birthday Lulu!! Your all grown up now, i hope you liked the gathering at your magic stone today! Look over your family today and keep them strong. Love you forever Lucie! Kelly xxx :-)

happy birthhdayy youu gorgeouus 15 yearr olld!! im coming to see you today (: so i will wish you a proper birthday then. love you forever x x x

Lucie!! Happy 15th Birthday! Such a special day, we are all coming to see you later, and hopefully we will make you smile. As i said on your facebook wall, i will try and get my dad to put the pictures of you and me at my party up for everyone to see!!!! Wish you were here. Love you forever and always, Poppy (Poopy) :-) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxx

Hey Lu, Happy Biirthday, wishing you were here, especially today! I will see you later with everyone at the magic stone!! and my mum is going to try to get you a chinese sky lantern if she can so we can all watch it go off!! :) love you xxxxxxxxxx

Hello my lovely, It's your 15th birthday today and myself, daddy, jon and your friends are coming to your special stone to celebrate it. We all miss you so much and find it hard that you are not hear to be with us but I know that you are safe and looking down on us with that beautiful smile. Nick won't be able to make it as he is stuck in Mallorca and won't be able to get home until Tuesday. ( I know that you will find that funny). I love you so much Lulu-Bella and my heart is breaking but I will try and smile today as I know that is what you want. Love you my special girl, Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hi Bella, Happy Birthday to you, squashed tomatoes and stew, Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Hirthday to you.... I used to sing this silly version every birthday and always you would give me that look of yours that says "Daddy grow up"! NEVER We had a great time in Mallorca with Jonny and Natasha and Nick and Ellie. We had 3 hot sunny days on LuLu Bella and Mum and Natasha did a picknick on Saturday and we went to a bay near to the one we went to that evening with Tim & Co and Emily where I had to cover your eyes so you couldn't see the people on the beach!! Anyway, we droppped the anchor and just lay around and talked for hours which was lovely. Every time we go out I se you streached out in the bow with your arm over the side shouting faster faster and then screaming when we hit a big wave and you get soaked. Wonderful menories. Miss you loads my angel. I know you're happy and having fun but also looking out for Mum and all of your many friends. Happt Birthday. Love you, you're the best. Dad xxxxx

heyy baby girl :) its your birthday sooon!!!! we are all coming to visit you, what ever it takes i will find a way to get there...even if it means i have to ride a unicorn i will be there! i love you loads brucie, think about you everyday. always in science we always have really long chats about the memorys we all shared with you, until i get yelled at to turn around!! haha the things i do :) always in my heart beautiful lots of love bertie xxxxxxx

Hey Lu, Went down to the cemetry earlier and your new 'magic stone' (as niki and sasha call it) has arrived. It's soo beautiful, and unique, a bit like you :) And the poem I read at your funeral is on it! I think that it's definatly the prettiest there. Missing you lots and still thinking about you every single day. I'm going to buy a big frame soon, to put all the pictures of you and your order of service and the picture of two tortoises you labled Emily and Lucie in soon so that i can see them all. Your birthday on friday, I'm sure everyone that knew you will be thinking of you and I hope you can see how much everyone is missing you. Love you xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey Lulu, Its nearly your Bithday! I bet your soo excited, i know i am. I have organised this gathering at your grave, where people just who go to st.ts in our year group are welcome to visit at 2 and bring a candle, we will then place these around the edge of the grave to decorate it for you!! I really hope you will like this lu. Earlier this holiday i had Emily round and we were eating pizza (ur fav) and we were remembering all the good memories that u, i and her shared my old house opposite your grave. You used to love that garden! Ha.. Do you remember that time when we were jumping from my trampoline which had the spinkler under it, into my fishy padling pool! Haha good times! That was also the time when you were wearing my green sparkly swimming costume which was to small for you but u insisted in wearing it cos it sparkled!! :-) Also do you remember that time when your mum brought your to my old house in your blue mini!! (i loved that car! ha..) That was also the day when we got out my water slide and again you wore my green sparkly swimming costume and we put sooooo much fairy liquid gel on it that when my mum came back with the shopping for the BBQ, she said where is the fairy liquid bottle girls and we though it over the bush to the next door neighbours garden and we were like i dunno u probably used it up all last time!! hehe.. Then you said kelly u gotta go first to test the slide, but i said no way then u said fine i will go and all i remember hearing is a sream getting higher and higher pitched as you went across the slide however at the end you didnt stop which was sooo funny, you kept on going across the grass and straight into the bush!! Ha... We were laughing soo much, and then my mum came out and says well thats were all the fairy liquid gell went!! Haa.. we were laughing soo much!! hehe.. Also do you remember that time when we were at your house at the back of your garden and we were making up a gym routine and we had the music playing out of your shed thing and we were so tired i went to go and sit on your hammock and u said no!!! but it was to late and i had whipped round it and fell into your flower bed!! It was soo funny! Again another memory filled with laughter!! That is how i will always remember you Lulu, and i hop e you also remember all of those many times that we shared in your life time!! I love u lucie, and hope you enjoy your birthday! I have just txt your mum cos i know how much you would like her there too. Love you lucie and will see you on friday!! Always thinking of you and are in my heart!! Kelly xx

hey lulu x its your birthday soon :) x i hope will like everyone coming to see your magic stone x i really miss you everyday x its getting sunnier now and i think you have something to do with that x i love you so much x i wear your necklace everyday its lucky i swear ! i took it off for an hour and fell over twice and broke my ipod! so im keeping it on because you bring me luck when i wear it and i no you are with me x i love you so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx <3 <3

Heey luu!! iits my birthhday todayy (: annd the suuns ouut, whiich made me thiink off youu!! ii relly miss youu sweetiie..nothiings thhe samme without youu now, i justt wanted to say that im doiing my confirmmationn and youu have to choosee anoother namme like ass a extra middle namme and i chose lucyyy (: ii no its spellt differenntlly buut it has to be a sainnts namme anndi relly wantedd the name luciie but theyy only hadd it spelt the othher waayy :/ ii thouught it woulld be niice to havve a litlee piecee of youu in my namme withh me alwayys!!! ii cant waiit to see youu somedayy, i truully miss youu andd loove youu alwayays. freyya x x x x

hey lulu, i have just been taking with a friend and he is really upset because he has just lost one of his friends from meningitis today. it just shows us how horrible thi disease is and i just hope you can meet Ryan in heaven and keep each other company beause he is in peace like you. althought it was a sudden death for him hopeully all the money we have raised will help some other poorly children :) xxx miss you and love you xxx hope Ryan finds you bcauseyou will make him laugh and be happy, i know you will lulu xx

sorry i havent written in a while butits been so busy with scool and everyting! they are being sooooo mean and given us loads of work recently! :( even on our holidays its very annoying! lol x and OMG i am sooooo happy with how much we managed to raise! i seriously didnt think we could do it that well but it shows if you really want to do something for someone you can!! and i hope it makes your star shine even brighter because now you can see how loved yu are and hopefully we can help other special people like you with menigitis :) x i hope we choose a god place for your bench,, i think itshould be near our bagroom?? then you can be in with all of us and hear all the gossip?! :P xx cant wait to come and see your pretty place of rest in a coupl of weeks , hope we give you a good birthday :) love you lu xxxxxx

Hey my lovely girl, Isn't it amazing how much the girls have raised in your memory. We are blown away by peoples generosity! I am off to Mallorca on Tuesday on my own so I hope you will be there with me. Hopefully the sun will be shining down on us?? I will write to you again when I get home my darling. Love you and remember to keep Kelly strong over the coming months. Forever my little girl, Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey lulu You will be so pleased to know that all that fund raising we did for u over the past week we as a year group have raised £1750. Isn't that amazing!! It is the most money that he school has raised got any charity!! I bet u are so pleased with us! I know we are cos that know means that we can buy a tree an a bench in memory for u and still have money left over to donate to the meningitis forever fund!! I love u so much lu and I know u were there every second of that week!! Luv u soooo much !! Kelly xxxx ;-) my xxx

Hey lulu, I hope u enjoyed the show, we all had a blast performing it!! I know you were there with us!! I miss u sooo much and i have a surprise for your Birthday, but you will have to wiat until your special day!! Tonight i am flying to Dubai to see my Daddy! Things have been a bit tough, my step-mum is pregnant and i have been finding it hard to get my head round it, but i have some lovely support from close friends and Miss Kent, and i know you have helped me aswell!! I love you lucie so much and please help me when i see my step-mum!! Love u my darling angel. Always thinking of you! Thankyou for smiling down on us last night!! xxxx

Hi Lulu, Dad, Nick, Ellie and myself went to see your show last night. WOW! it was like watching the finals of X Factor - there are some truly talented girls in your year. They have worked so hard all week raising money for a bench, tree and the rest for Meningitis Uk. I know you were there with them having fun! You have some truly amazing friends who still love and miss you loads. Love you baby girl, Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey Lulu!! It's your show tomorrow! Ur big day, i bet your excited to c us persorm a whole show purely on you! You always liked being the centre of attention! Well we have mad it bubbly, enerjetic and lively just how u are! Now as u probably know already hopefully your mummy and daddy are coming to watch us, therefore you know you have to take care of them and keep them just as strong as you are keeping us!! I love u so much lulu! Miss you xxxxxx Kelly xx P.S. I know you will be there in Mairlot Hall tomorrow with us!! xx ly xx

hey lulu x as you no me emily and sasha and hodgee came to your house today. we had a lovely lunch with your mummy and had a look in your bedroom x we knew you were in ther with us x i found you had written lucie loves niki and stuff in a book and it set my tears off!! but it was so lovely to read x i hope you dont mind me having your necklace and little bracelet x i will look after it and wear them everyday in memory of you x we also went to the magic stone and it was really peaceful and nice x love you soo much xxxxx miss you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Lulu....x today me hodgee niki and emily saw your mummy and daddy and they are doing very well :) we went out for lunch and went into your room which was really lovely. i took those nickers i wore on world book day! thankyou for having me at your house i love you xxxxxxxxx

Hey Lu, Today Sasha, Niki, Hodgee and I came to see you and your parents. It was really peaceful when we went in your room, and I could feel you there with us. Then we had lunch at pizza express which was really nice. Hope your with us and watching down on us at the show at school on Tuesday. Im in the dance, even though as you probably no Im not the best dancer! Love you lots and think of you every day! Em xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hey baby girl :) its been so hard over the past months, everyone misses you so much. you are always talked about everyday, you will never be forgotten. i know that youa re always watching over me, proberly laughing at me sitting in the rain on my bus stop every morning. haha when it snowed apparently i looked like a snowman! haha cragg and i went to see you on valentines day :) we left you some roses x we are all very busy with the show, its next tuesday at 7 :) i know you will be there xx love you so much lucie lu, always in my heart xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hey baby, im sitting here with cat reading through your messages, youre so missed. we all wish you could be here and be enjoying all the rehersals for your show on tuesday. i hope your looking after your family and i hope you liked the flowers i left at your grave last weekend, sorry i couldnt stay, i dont know what hit me. i love you forever and hope you help me get through, you know what, thanks sweetie. lots of love lassie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

hey lucie, as you may already know my grandma and mummy's mum died last week, its her funeral to mmorow and hopefully you have met her up in heaven she was incredibly lovely and bubbly just like you and so i hope you will be friends and look after each other :) mummy knows how your family felt now as the memories and thoughts are still painful. We will come and see you soon lu promise, lots and lots of love Eve and Sarah xxxxx

Hey Lulu Just to let you know Freya's mum Louise held a charity lunch on Friday and raised £112 pounds for Meningitus Uk in your memory, isn't that lovely! Also the school are having a fundraising week at the end of term to raise funds for a bench and plant a tree for you. Just make sure you are there with your wonderful friends when they sit there and gossip! I had an awful day yesterday as it was Mothers Day and you alway made a fuss of me on that day didn't you! It was so hard for me not to have you rush in to the bedroom and give me a big hug and kiss, but then every day is hard without you Lu. Emily has given you a lovely butterfly with a coloured glass light that lights at night, I am sure you love it. Lots of your other friends still visit you with messages and flowers-lucky to have such special friends aren't you! Remember Lu, look after Eve at the moment as she will be needing lots of love, Love you my baby girl, Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

My Darling Lulu, Thank you so much for shining down on us in Swange at the weekend! as you probably already know, we were labeling a scetch and out in the the distance in the sea we say this single ray of light shine through, imediatly we all knew that it was you! Our little darling angel in heaven, Thank you! Kelly xx

Hey LuLu!!! Today it is my Birthday!!! WOOO!!! I had a great day today, but what made it even better was that the sun was shinning down on me and i knew that it was you smiling at me! You made my day and i was so glad that i could spend it with you! Thank you for shinning down on me! Visit me again soon!! Love you darling, your my angel in Heaven!! Kelly xx

sorryy i havent written in a while :( been away and stuff x x x i went to india and my uncle had these sky lanterns and we wrote stuff on them and lit them so they floated in the sky x and i wrote in memery of lulu west and stuff x x it was so sweet x all my cousins were like aww :'( x x ill put the photos of it up on ...here but i no u wud have recieved the lantern x it went like the highest than the rest and for the longest time so i no it wud have got to u x it even like jumped up on its own.....just wanted to get to u so bad haha x x x i love you so much and miss you everyday x i see ur picture every nite and every morning and it reminds me how much i love and miss you xxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey Lu, Dad and I are back from Mallorca. You didn't miss much as it was cold and rained most days. You will be pleased to know that the crane has gone - the bad news though they knocked down the garden wall in the process but at least it is lovely and peaceful now! Whilst we were away Craggie and Cat left you a lovely rose and valentines card, plus someone else left you a single red rose! Everyone still loves and misses you madly. Your headstone has been ordered and we are pushing them to have it in place by your birthday. Off to light your candles. Loving you always - forgetting you never. Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Dearest Kelly and Lassie, Thank you so much for your lovely words and thoughts for Lucie. It means the world to me that Lu has such wonderful, thoughtful and special friends. We all miss her so much, especially her beautiful smile. Lots of love to you both. Vickiexx

Hey lulu, I made a page for you today in my scrap book!! dedicated to u! it has pictures of you and me on it and then i put your name on it in the middle with pink string as i know how you always liked to be the centre of attention!! LOL!! there is not a day goes by that i don't think of you, and i think of all my memeories that i shared with you...! One day hopefully i will join you and we can laugh about them together. Yesterday i was with my father and we were talking about you! And together we decided to write a peom for you!! I miss you more than words can say, I think of you each single day, I love you like my sister and friend, I'll always love you til the end, The more i think, the more i weep, at least i have memories to keep, I know we'll meet again soon enough, but i can't wait cos this is tough, every time i see a pretty flower, i think of you then my eyes shower, every time i take out my photo pile, i look at you and me and i smile, all the memories i hold in my heart, no need to miss you, we're not apart. I hope you like it lulu!! I know you are watching down on us and looking after us and laughing at all the funny things we do at school!! (also remember to look down on your family and help them cause i know that they will be finding it just as hard as we are and will need all the support that you are giving to us!!) love you lots my Angle!! Kelly xxx :-)

Hey baby, You know how much we are missing down here and wish you could be here. its been very difficult trying to cope with out you but i know your helping us along the way. As your mummy said im organising a sponsered walk and raffle for you the week after your birthday, i would have done it on your birthday but its in the holiday so every one will be away, i would love for you to watch over us and support us in this event, i know you would have enjoyed it lots! Im missing you madly and wish you could be here but i know you cant and i will see you again one day. "I'll lend you for a little while, a child of mine" God said, "for you to love the while she lives, and mourn for when she's dead. It may be two or three short years, or twenty-two or three, but will you, till I call her back, take care of her for me? She'll bring her charms to gladden you, and should her stay be brief, you'll have her lovely memories as solace for your grief. I cannot promise she will stay, since all from earth return, but there are lessons taught down there I want this child to learn. I've looked the wide world over in my search for teacher's true, and from the throngs that crowd life's lanes, I have selected you. Now will you give her all your love? Nor think the labor vain? Nor hate me when I come to call, to take her back again?" God fancied he heard the parent's say, "Dear Lord, thy will be done. For all the joy the child shall bring, the risk of grief I'll run. I'll shelter her with tenderness, I'll love her while I may, and for the happiness I've known forever grateful I'll stay. But should the angels call for her, much sooner than I planned, I'll brave the bitter grief that comes, and try to understand." Missing you lots and lots darling. Love you forever, Lassie xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hello my darling, Janet kindly posted some photos of you in the gallery (you know how useless I am at that sort of thing). They are lovely and made me cry buckets. Mya and Alice left you a pretty plant with a lovey poem attached which was so moving. Lassie is planning a sponsored walk in April in memory of you with the proceeds going to Meningitus UK. I know you would be very proud of her. Daddy and I are off to Mallorca tomorrow and I know you will be with us. Everyone still misses you like crazy - I would do anything just to spend 1 more day with you. Love you baby girl Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey Lu, Daddy and I have just organised your headstone which we hope you will approve of - wanted something a bit different as you never like boring! It may take a while to make. We asked if it could be in place in time for your birthday but the guy making it thinks it could take some time! Unfortunately Duncan and Hannah have seperated so no wedding next year, which Nick is really upset about especially as he was going to be an usher and as you know we all really like Hannah but there you go. Also we had a letter from Lassie and she is organising a sponsored walk in memory of you - isn't that lovely! Off to visit you now to light a candle. Missing you as always. Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey Lulu I watched Gossip Girl for you!! It was amazing, Lily and Rufuss got married, Serena and Trip and Vanessa and Nate are dating!! However in the last few seconds of the show Serena was in a car accident!! And we have to wait till March (MY BIRTHDAY) to find out what happens next!!! Mabie then you can come over and we can sit on my sofa which you love and eat your favourite meal! COLD PIZZA!! LoL!! Well have to get going now, got to do my English course Work!! Hopefully you will look down on me and help me!! Love you lulu!!! Miss you. Kelly xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xoxo

Hi Lu Emily has some friends over to celebrate her birthday ... I wish you were one of them and I know Emily does too. I' m sure you are here in spirit as always. Miss you. Janet and Emily xxx

hey lulu, hope your ok up there! evryone still misses you like crazy, bagroom still doesnt feel quite right without you singing nd dancing around! but i no you are thre in spritit enjoying all our MAD times!!! always think about you, its true that yo dnt realise what you got till its too late, and it rally really sucks :( xxxxlove youuu xxxxx hope you are making sure your family stay strong as well:) xxx

Hey Lulu!! How is my baby girl doing?? I am missing u alot, and read this website every time i turn on my laptop! (which is nearly every day)!! I read all the comments and leave one my self when i have the courage to!! Finding it very hard with out you but we are all pulling through!! Have to go now our favourite TV programme is on Gossip Girl!! lol!! maby next time i will fill you in on what has happened!! Love u lots Lulubella!! Always in my heart and soul!! Kelly xxx

Hey Lu, Having a bad day today. Mondays are always hard. not taking you to school missing your hugs and kisses. Your have had lots of messages from you friends over the past few days. They are having a hard time coming to terms with losing you. I just hope that you are OK in heaven-it hurts so much not being there to look after you my lovely. I gave you a smiley face balloon the other day but in this weather it doesn't last for long. Just off to light your candles! Love you Lu, Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Baby you can see how much evryone wants you back ... please come home ?? x there isnt a day dat goes by dat i dont fink of you .. truly nd i mean that x u was in ma dream last nyt and evryone was with you and we hd a masive party 4 u bt den u left us and i woke up cryin x ty for visitin me in ma dreems though babe x but plz come back .. school isnt the sme widout u x i made a little box with all memories i have of you and some pictures and it sits next to my bed and i sometimes talk to it x its just a way i think of still keeping you in my life and just remember you will always be alive in my heart x i noe ur probably up there laffin at me bt its wrth it if it mkes u happy ... i jus wish i cud hear that laugh once more x ♪ If i could fal linto the sky, do you think time might pass me by, because you know that i would walk a thousand miles if i could just see you! ♪ and baby girl you know everyone would because we all love you so so so so much and we will never forget you x it mkes me happy to see how many people write on your wall but then it mkes me upset how loved you wer and had to leave us so soon x In boarders mass the other day i was sittin there and i saw all the pictures of you x you looked so happy in all of them x at the end of mass i got up i saw a picture of you and your dad x it reminded me of the time at your memorial service that he was speakin to us and i remember how strong he was for everyones sake ... and i think that wen ever i cry i think about how much your family must miss you. Watch over them x we all love you x I hope you are still that happy now x all i wish is that you never regret anything that you have ever done in your life x because all these people commenting on your page here loved you for who you were ... A bright, bubbly, stunning girl. I Love You Lulu West more then you will ever know baby and i wish i had more time to get to know such a beautiful girl like you x

hey lulu xx i was just talking to sasha and she told me about this website. i really miss you and it was such a shock to me when you left us. i just hope that you are okay now and that your parents are coping as well as they can through this. i have known you most of my life and i will never forget you. love you always xxxx

Lucie :) hello my babey girll i miss you xx and dont forget i love youuu xxxxx i came to see you on boxing day Your christmas tree was lovely and all your decorations are beautfull I Love You xxxx And i Will miss youu forever xxxxx

Lulu! Just wanted to let you know i still think about you every single day, there's no i way i can't! Its so unbeleivable and i remember you so well...but i just want to hear your voice and spend another day with you, share more memories, laugh some more together and hug again..i miss you so much its unreal, it literally hurts so much just to think that you're not here, but it feels so great to think of all the great times we had. i miss you and will never ever forget you, you will always be little cheeky lulu :) xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx P.S. I promise to light another candle and donate again at the weekend, i want to help...I Love You xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

lulu x just seen the thing your mum worte x im so glad she liked it x im crying reading all of these beautiful messages to you its really hard for all of us x i hope your still watching over us lovee you xxx

Lulu x im missing you so much. x i can't believe you're not here. i gave a letter with phtos to your family and emily said they really like it :) x i hope you are watching over all of us x we all need you and miss you everyday. i can't believe i wont see you again x i have photos of you in my bedroom and see them every day x i love you so much and i am always thinking of you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx especially when it will be sports day then i will be crying all day....who will i do the three legged race with? we always did it together :'( and that day was the last time i saw your face and i gave you a last hug at the end of that day xx i love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey Lulu, I can't actually believe its been over six months now. I think it has been the quickest six months of my life. Its not the same without you. We've had science GCSE's today and last monday and thursday, i found them really hard! i wore my lucky bracelet that you and your mummy got me! and i wore my special necklace, and the earrings you got me!! :) also that you and your family soo much for the christmas present and thepink earphones and glass jewellery box which i love to bits!! Love you and miss you so much! Em xxxxxxxxx

Hi Bella, Your friend Nicki wrote us a beautiful letter which she delivered on Sunday which was 6 months to the day that we lost you. She misses you very much as do all of your other lovely friends who leave you wondereful messages and light candles for you. Daddy and I went to visit you every 3 hours on Sunday to keep your candles burning. It was Duncans 30th birthday and we all went to Cafe Rouge. We had a nice time but nothing we do is ever the same without you my baby girl. Love you and miss you LuluBella. Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

there once was an amazing star who was sent up to heaven because her heart was amazing and full of happiness nd joy nd she was the best best friend in the owrld i miss u lulabell xxxxxx

lulu i miss you so much and i wanted to let you no that you meant the world to me and will stay in my heart for the rest of my life i love you my little sparkiling star lots of hugs nd kisses xxxx

Hi Lucie, Happy new year! (even though its a bit late. but oh well!) We have started our science GCSEs and they are sooo hard! I bet your glad you dont have to do them! Its been snowing so much and we thaught we would not get in to school to do them because of all the snow! Me and my sister (the one who looks exactly like me as you said, you used to say that to annoy me! lol) built an igloo, but thats melted. We all had a huge snowball fight at school and you would have loved it! I was just remebering back to year 7 when we used to be the 'bread buddies' that was really funny! And im always going to keep the matching tops that me, Cat you and Emma got in Italy on the choir trip! It reminds me all the fun shopping we did there! I have the picture of you Cat and Emma leaning on a wall over a river on my door and you look so pretty (as always!) I will never ever ever forget you! I cant wait to meet you in the future! Love Hannah xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey Lu, Have just driven down to the end of the close and Tara and Luke have made a snowman next to your monkey puzzle tree. It is really lovely! When dad and I drove back some of the other kids had put a flashing red nose on it and a hat and scarf. Dad took some photos of it with myself and Tess and Molly which we will put on this site along with some other photos of you and your friends. Love you baby girl. Mumxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hi my darling girl, It is snowing heavily today and it makes me so sad that you are not here playing outside with Tara and all the others having fun. You always did love the snow! It was Emily's birthday a few days ago and we bought her a glass jewellery box which I think she loved-hope you would approve. Christmas was very hard without you and I am still finding it hard to believe you have gone but I hope that you are in a much better place and looking down on us with that beautiful smile of yours. Nick and I visited you the other day and it started to snow just above us and we truly believe it was you letting us know that you are watching us. Love you so so much LuLu. Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey Lulu, missing u so much, I hope your okay up there, and Im sure that you are watching us with a HUGE smile on your face like usual. I am wearing my special bracelet :) Its my favourite! went down to the grave today and yesterday, its so pretty and met sasha and summer there today where they gave you a ballerina decoration which is so nice. Love you, Em xxxxxxx

hey lu!! its been ages since i last saw you :( so just thought i should say hi!! it was interhouse the other day...dominic dance didnt win but at least patty actually made a dance up this year haha!! everone misses you tons and i was wondering/hoping you could come back for christmas please?? i just need a hug from you shortie haha..i always called you that- hoping you remember hahaa...im so sorry i havnt come to visit you yet, just not sure when the right time is and im wishing that you watch down on us at school and around in guildford where you always were haha!! castle grounds isnt the same without you. do you remeber running down the hill and putting sasha's bag and shoes in the bin hahaha!! and then we ran away, she got so mad at us but was really funny :) miss you bundles and would love to see youu!! :) lots of love freya xxxxxxxxxxx

hey LuLu, Its only 8 days till Christmas!!! i wrote you a christmas card and left it on our wall in the bagroom!! i hope you like it!! Your school picture is my phone background, so is a lot of peoples in our year. We all miss you and think of you every day, all the pictures on the bagroom wall remind us of all the great memories that we shared with you! i think of u every day and you will always be remembered!! i love u lulu west, my angel forever!!! Merry Christmas xxx

LuLu i miss you so much and my life is empty without you but i promise i will never ever forget you and you will stay close to my heart forever, i love you lulu xxlove liddie xxx

to lulu x we have been visiting your page daily with tears in our eyes because we miss you so much and cannot believe you are not coming back. We will help towards your charity by making donations. we all love you and miss you so much. our whole year misses you everyday and there are so many photos of you in our bagroom that everyone looks at. we love yhou so much lulu xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey Lulu, Janet and myself went to Garsons and bought you a little Christmas tree and red lights to put around it. Em is going to decorate it for you over the weekend. Dad and I went to Mallorca for a few days last week. We missed you so much although we both felt you were there with us. You always did love it there didn't you! Nick has passed his driving test and is constantly driving people around although I don't think he can afford to do this for too long. We miss you desperately Lu although it does help me to be able to write to you on your own special Forever site. Love you baby girl, Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Lucie You where a great friend to me. I feel i owe you so much and i hope one day i can repay you. Every day i rember so much about you. every day more things we did together. I miss you every day. There is always a place in my heart for you. I love you forever and the memories will stay in my heart forever and ever with so much love JD xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey Lulu, I can't put down in words how much everyone misses you. I miss your gorgeous little cheeky smile and the way you never let anything let you down. I hope your having fun in heaven baby and i hope you like the collage we made for you in the bag room. The pictures in the window go through and you can see them really well from the outside! And when the sun shines through the window Into the bagroom it lights up your beautiful face and its so pritty!!! Thank you so much for the mempries baby and i promise i wont forget you ever, you'll always be in my heart and i'll carry on loving you forever baby. You didn't disurve to leave but what happens, happens and it goes to show that they only take the best. Sweet dreams baby, sleep tight, i love you so much and i will keep my promise to you. Loads of Love Amilia xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Heyy baby girl Everyone misses you so much, its not the same without our little lulu making us laugh and smile. We all need you here guiding us through life, not a day goes by when i dont think about you and your cheeky little grin. I look back and remember the memories i had with you, alomost every single one is giggling and having fun, you were so full of evergy and had such a vibrant personality. Sleep well sweetie I love you Hodgee XXXXXXXXXXXX

Dear Lula Bella, i never really realised how much i missed you, for a while it had not realy sunck in and it never will i am guessing. Me ellen bunty and niki in october went to morroc with the school with katy from slovina and we lit a candle for youi my darling in the sahara desert. sleep tigth my lovely xxxxxxxxxxxx

Luluu babbyy...Dominic dance auditions were on monday, and it just reminded me about doing it last year with you!! was so funnyy doing our fighting scene together before it got cut :( keep watching down on us at st ts i love you forever girl xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

lucie..my little angel. i remember being with you on the last sports day, i woke up in the middle of the night and you werent there. i said goodbye to you for the last time the day you wen to hospital. you are forever in my hearts, you will not be forgoten. i love you x

Lulu xxxxxx Missing you loads! Hope you like the wall we made for you at school in the bagroom! Keep smiling and watching down on us, laughing at all the silly things we do at St.ts!! (Like Ellen and Sasha dancing in the bagroom to 'haven't met you yet'). we are always thinking about you, and are in our prayers. Love you so much Kelly xxxx

Lulu xxxxx i'm missing you tons and tons, it's not the same without you! You are amazingly special and unique. I hope you like our little collage in the bagroom and you're having a good time up in heaven, laughing at the silly things all of us St T's girls do! We are always thinking about you. Remember all of the fun times we had, the laughter! I will definately never forget them!! Loads and loads of love from Poppy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Darling Lulu, have just given you another balloon. Couldn't get a smiley face this time but a pink star. As you are such a bright and special star my darling, Love you Mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Miss you tons Lulu xxxxx Love you forever xxxxxx