Lubielu, how are you sweetie? i have been thinking about you a lot recenly, i was with my counsellor and she brought you up and i was sharing with her some of the marvelous memories we made together. Help me Lucie, i guess you are the only person aswell as i that could understand, not even that i completly understand what is going on with me atm. Make me better baby, you see me everyday whats happening? I dont want to have to go the the hospital again like last sunday that scared me too much. Make my thoughts clear for me so i can share them so everyone can understand, i cant do it on my own anymore. Be my support for me, hold my hand for me, i just want this to be over. I Love you forever Lucie, forever in my heart and thoughts xxxxxxx